Hopefully I don’t go off at anyone important tonight
Exo, endo, 3 lectures and sorting out my research project, earl hill twice, plus hrs of work. That was the longest day I’ve had in a while. At least I’m getting fit despite the obscene amount of food I eat sometimes… Like for dinner tonight. Blisters on my feet are proof that I’m doing a lot. Just trying to cram my life full of anything to distract me that you aren’t here. I miss you. I need to be able to come home and collapse in your arms. Seriously, then I could be happier and not want to yell at everyone every second of the day. I’m getting bitchier (didn’t think it was possible). Nearly went off at someone who was complaining about walking up the hill when I had already done it. Like bitch you don’t get to complain I did it once already and I could beat you to the top on my second go. And then I told someone off at work just for the sake of releasing some of the tension pent up within so yeah that was a bit of a dick move but I frankly couldn’t care less.
at my wedding, I want 9 people dressed up as the members of the fellowship of the ring to attend and halfway through the vows they stand up and start arguing until the one dressed up as Frodo shouts “I will do it, I will take the ring to the bride!”
then it just falls silent as he slowly brings me the Ring of Power
It’s 6am, my aircon is on, but I can’t sleep and I’m too hot under my blankets. I better not be getting sick :((((
Well not exactly new. Dad’s old iPhone 5 he broke. Win :P
I dont know if she knows I’m dating a guy now, but I was out with a girl for dinner so may have been awkward for her regardless. I said hi to her and her friends to be polite, and my friend who I was out to dinner with said she was suprised because it was the polite thing to do. Its weird seeing her after its been so long, but it didnt really phase me at all :) she seemed fine, I think she was more embarrased about her friends being really weird and petty about it. One of them looked like she was going to make everyone run away and hide from me lol. Oh well, life goes on :)